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Okay-Ness

“Change yourself.  That is enough.” ~ Paramahansa Yogananda

Yogananda is the man.  Hands down.  If I may opine, and I will, he has strung together some wonderful teachings, in a simple fashion, that are applicable regardless of creed, and cover all the bases.  Like seriously, he has enough discussion on God and Jesus for the Christians and oneness, reincarnation, etc. for everyone else.

As I continue to pursue my own change, each day, sometimes multiple points of expansion throughout, I realize how stubborn and set in my ways I was.  For wanting to be out of the box.  I totally boxed myself in.  For believing that we are meant to fly in life, I didn’t even allow my wings to spread.  It was always my own cage, the worst cage, the cage of my mind.

I always jumped around too.  First a cage of fear, then into the cage of love.  Or bad, or good.  Whatever b/c I realize that everything that happens, happens, and that is okay, the moment just is.  Everything, as it is, is okay. Breaking up can be devastating and liberating.  Death can be filled with sorrow and transformation.  Every possible expression is within each moment and we choose how to view the moment. And that is okay.

I like okay versus peace, b/c though I feel peace, peace is hard to relate to.  But most people can relate to okay because it’s a base point.  For example: “How are you feeling? Happy, sad? Nah, I’m okay.”  The extremes keep us out of the okay-ness vibe.

In reality, Light and Dark sit next to one another.  Good and Bad live on the same block, in fact, they walk their dogs together at night after work.  Point being, the moment as it is, is completely okay.  It is where our awareness is directed upon the different elements within each moment that impact the interpretation of the experience.  So for the hippies, it is all sunshine and rainbows.  For the fear-mongers, the world is going end.

We cannot change a damn thing about the world but we don’t have to.  We need only change ourselves by allowing the okay-ness of the moment, allowing the balance of nature to be as it is, present, always.

Thank you Yogananda and all the people I meet each day, old friends, new, for all the teachings you share with me.  I feel Okay and that makes me stoked.

Black Out

“It shouldn’t take loss, it shouldn’t take tragedy, for loving-kindness and compassion to live freely in this world.”

Last night, a tsunami hit Japan after a massive earthquake. Panic, laughter, aloofness ensued amongst the many people in Waikiki where I was working.  I felt very calm, no intuitive sense about anything only calm…

Last month, my housemate’s psychic friend was visiting here from San Francisco and he said he didn’t know what but he just kept getting power outage, something big was about to happen.  As I went through yesterday, it was a total 180, huge high in the morning from a tattoo, great time with my teacher, then an awesome reading with someone who I feel is my next teacher, followed by the tsunami blitz.  By the time I got home, my teacher/student/soul brother would ask me what I felt, said he couldn’t read it. I watched as my boss cleared out our stuff at work to be on the safe side.  I got a text from my new teacher giving me the heads up.

I awoke at 3 am and it hit me that none of the intuitives can read what is going on and all I felt was a great calm…

I have been paying great attention to signs because of the great pain I experienced as I failed to pay attention to them before in my life.  As a result, I have learned to trust my feelings over my heart, not the feelings floating in my mind.

I feel that we are we are being given signs that expansion of consciousness is taking place. The awareness dims, black out, because people are being given a choice to change or be changed as that happens. Either way, it’s just an experience and ushers us to a higher level of consciousness, there is no good, no bad, only experience.   But we are given a choice on how to get there.

If there’s one thing I will posture on in this blog it is the quote above:

“It shouldn’t take tragedy, it shouldn’t take loss for loving-kindness, compassion to live freely in this world.”

We can choose to resonate with loving-kindness and feel compassion all the time.  To love fully is a choice, to strive to relate to another, to all our brothers and sisters is a choice.  We don’t have to be forced into a place to get this.  We forget this too quickly, get back to our paper chases, and tragedy strikes the reminder.  Nature will be nature no matter what but we can co-exist in a healthier fashion.

We have to wake up and remember this because if we don’t, if we continue to take for granted the blessings all around us, we get out of sync from the present moment and bottom line, who knows what is going to happen.  Life is too short to take for granted and though the Soul is ageless, is freed of the bondage from the emotional roller coaster that comes with the human experience, it’s still a human experience and we can feel pain, sadness, suffering so long as there is breath, as long as the heart beats.

Something is happening, sit back, observe, choose to live from the voice of the Heart, because it is the surest guide, is both the map and compass for it contains Love, the greatest of energies, that leads to Peace no matter what unfolds.

And there is alot of energy swirling these days.

Ride the Tiger

As I walked home, I thought: I don’t have much these days but I am grateful what I do have and I’ve been successful at helping with their spiritual aka dynamic challenges/lessons.  So yeah stoked because I always dreamed of feeling peace and helping out other people.

I would then speak with the woman who I sublet from about this and she said: wait a minute, I know what you’re trying to say, but you have more than enough. All Americans do…

She was so right! I paused to look at the voice that made that comment and by whose standards was I even making that assessment?  Already this month, in less than a week, I made more money than all of February, which is less than I made before leaving politics but I’m much happier today than I was back then. So yes, I have a ton today!

In my Osho Zen Tarot Deck, there is a card entitled Success, which features an image of a person riding a tiger, that is walking along the globe, with streamers and confetti spilling from the heavens around them. That card’s meaning is to always ride the tiger, no matter the peak, no matter the valley, just ride the tiger.

Nice to be riding the tiger and to realize that in every moment, I have exactly what I need, whether it’s a peak or a valley.

The Fruit

The fruit has been hanging on the tree for some time now
Each day there seems to be more and more
One day the fruit will fall into the stream and be no more
This causes angst for
I want to eat every piece of fruit on the tree
Is that wrong?
Or is it wrong that the fruit will fall and be wasted
Because the stream, height of branches, and a fence
Bar my way
Isn’t that a waste?
Or is my blindess in focusing
On all the fruit
And not on a single piece
Or the dance of its branches
The way the light illuminates the leaves
Perhaps I have already eaten from the tree
And will still eat long after the fruit has gone
The season ends
Because the true fruit is in the presence
Of the connection within each moment