Monthly Archives: December 2007

to become One

Unify…

To become One…

Some have said that souls are either here to LEARN or REMEMBER. Is there really an “either or”? Really has not the Now arrived to the point for all to come together. It seems to be the next step. Religion has taken our beings to one place just as science is taking us others. To be one, is to nurture the spirit, to find the balance, to truly be. Words, merely words, but words strike deep within to the depths of the soul. In order to be one, we must learn to awaken from our slumber in order to remember that we already are one. Those of us who do can then share light, live love, throughout so that our brothers and sisters, all of creation, can live as One.

Aloha ke Akua.

Shoots.

JMAW

Dyin’ fo live

Eh, is small kine ironic
That we live only to die
No make sense, uh
Should we be
Dyin’ fo live
Our lives to the fullest
Cause one day it’s going to be
All pau
Just lidat
And then what?
No one in this world
Goin agree what’s next
But can agree what’s now
And that my friends
Is life.

Holiday Thoughts

Holiday Thoughts

so it’s that time of year, ok, i know, it’s been that time of year ever since christmas crept up on Halloween, i remember when the Christmas stuff used to come out much later. Gavin did a good job of comparing holidays to celebrities. i’ll do my best to relay his message since he’ll never blog on it though he should…

Christmas is that A-lister. but not the A-lister like Denzel more like an A-lister like Tom Cruise minus the publicist jumping on Oprah’s couch even though people already loved him or it’s like drunken Kanye West mad at the MTV Europe Video Music Awards because his video didn’t win.

Christmas is lidat cause it is pretty much a year-round almost always in the spotlight and right when another holiday is getting it’s shine on Christmas jumps to the forefront. think about it, Christmas stuff was out at Halloween, there’s already Christmas music in July for those who don’t make it to year’s end (morbid, i know), it will only be a matter of time before Christmas is in the talks around Easter. perhaps, Christmas should have it’s own year-round Vegas show since Celine Dion is no longer continuing her show.

which segues nicely to Easter, the Medina to Christmas’s Mecca except it’s Jesus and not Mohammed. anyway, Easter is like a tried and true actor, maybe a Steve Buschemi or a solid part of the band but not the lead, like Travis Barker. it’s got pull, but it’s popularity is nowhere near that of Christmas.

Thanksgiving is also right up there with Christmas, but if the two were nominated for an award, Christmas would probably get it 4 of 5 times because it’s Christmas even though Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. and they say vote JMAW, because it really does count. uh, sure…

Halloween would be like a Johnny Cash, transcends generations but not everyone gets down with it.

then there’s all the other holidays, where you may or may not get the day off:

you got the 4th of July, that dude that just throws the best parties and did something great awhile back and really(no offense) is all it’s known for. there’s St. Paddy’s Day, can be big at times but falls out of the limelight quickly, hmmm, kind of like Colin Farrell.

then there’s the other religious and cultural holidays which don’t get props by the masses but are celebrated by many people around the world: Hanukkah, Mexico Day(El Dia de los Muertos), Chinese New Year, etc. these are those supporting character actors or band members.

we even have a holiday in Hawaii that’s kind of like Prince, Boys Day, I mean Children’s day or “the holiday formerly known as Boy’s Day”.

i could go on and on recognizing holidays and people but i’ll cut it because no disrespect if you’re not written about, that’s just how it goes when holidays become celebs. and this is just silly anyway, every day under the sun, the moon, the rain, whatever, is a beautiful day.

to all the people of the world, locals everywhere, na keiki o ka aina, Mele Kalikimaka and Aloha. take care and have a safe and wonderful Christmas.

Shoots.

JMAW

Gifts We Keep Giving

No mattah
Wea you stay go
Or wea you goin stay
You local
You think you lost it
Br-ah, no ways!
How can?
I hear it in your voice
Feel it in your energy
Know that, you live it
Long time, uh, you been traveling
I proud of you
You went places
Did things
None of us could, would
Whetha o not we should
Mean, uh, your journey
You know da best part?
You took Hawaii wit you
You wen share’um wit the world
I know the future’s uncertain
Your time goin come
Guarans
Until then
No rush
We on Hawaiian Time
And you going get there
When you do
The days can seem dark
But get choke light
I telling you cuz
Cause I know… I just, do
Keiki o ka Aina
Always
No mattah wea you stay
No mattah wea you go
Seems wrong, right?
No worries
You goin find
You already on your way
You already there
Always
Was, will be
Home
Whetha you still hea
O wea eva you stay out dea
You was always hea
Home
Keiki o ka aina
You always take’um with you
Aloha…
Mana…
Love…
One mean gift we keep getting
And dat we get to give too

eh you

eh you
i know you
i know all about you
you think you know
you no know nothing
i was the same way
i thought i knew it all
but i neva
i glad too
cause i learn moa with
the passing days
i welcome moa days
eh you
why you no welcome the days
life
all that there is
is like tunnel vision you
but you no can see cause you
stuck in the tunnel
das one good thing
cause da light at the end
fills the entire vision
embraces all life
so keep going
cause sooner or later
we all going get out of the tunnel

roles

each of us
plays a role
many roles
in all aspects of our lives
sometimes we wear masks
other times we bare our soul
oft times, the roles,
are played merely to learn
now, then, sometime
and that’s all it is
sense or nonsense
we still chart on
finding the balance
between a selfish life
and selflessness
that fine line
more than oft
will be crisscrossed
thus is a part
of the spirit
having a human experience

Falsed

I remember the first time I wen get falsed
Wasn’t falsed like outta no wea the punch comes
Was more like something wen happen from outta no wea
I was still a keed
We stay behind our house
Guava Fight!
Was like paintball with guavas
Anyway, I got hit from one unripe lilikoi
Da bugga was like a golf ball
Das how hard was
And you know wea it wen hit?
The worst place for one guy
Enough said

I remember the first time I wen get falsed
Was right after high school
My friends’ brother wen pass away
Was like one shot that stunned me
I couldn’t see
Was so sad for one small keed
Full of life, so much ahead
For his light to be put out
All I could think about was my friend
His family
I remember looking at my Mom
She was crying
All around me, people crying
We celebrated you

I remember the first time I wen get falsed
My Grandpa wen go on
It was kind of drawn out
But you sometimes,
You no accept the inevitable
So much pain, so much change
Once so strong…
I felt guilt
I had been in college for some time
In the time he had been sick
I’d only seen him a few times
The last time I could only say thanks
Words fell short
After it happened
I talked to Gran
It was so hard to hear her cry
In the time to follow
We saw the love you two of you shared
The notes you left for her
How you cleaned up your things
We still feel your presence

I remember the first time I wen get falsed
I was pau college
My friend wen pass away
Our friend wen make one tribute video
Put’em on his myspace
Was so sad but I could only smile cause it did you justice
Then had the funeral
Brah, was like I was getting pummeled
I saw his brother, someone I looked up to in high school
He neva remember my name but he recognized me from somewhere
I couldn’t say nothing
Neva had to
Didn’t know what to
I sat down at the service
Looked around me
And all were in tears
So many of us knew each other
So many came to remember you

I remember the first time I wen get falsed
It was like a really long one
Like I’d been falsed repeatedly
I was numb
My love had come to a halt
It was irreparable
And I was so drained
I thought it couldn’t get worse
Then we found out about you
We lost you as soon as we found out about you
We lost you before we knew you
People would say
“It’s better this way.”
How is the death of a baby better?
I couldn’t process it
All we had was each other
We celebrated you
Even though our hearts were heavy
You fought and we loved you even though
Our paths were not one
I don’t know if my words reach you
Just know I carry you with me
You are the reason
I believe in making the world better
My son, my daughter, my unborn
We loved you so much
For always, I remember you

I remember getting falsed
Each time was like the first time
Each time I neva saw it coming
I wen learn
I neva going like getting falsed
Life can false me all it wants
Because I goin make it through
Goin carry on
I goin remember

Mahalo ke Akua

This is dedicated to Kenneth Mitchell, Keenan McCully, Clinton Shelton, and “Sparta Peanut” and their loved ones. May their memories live on through us.